Dear Diary,
I'm really tired. i had a refreshing weekend by sailing on saturday despite a difficult morning. it was fun. we sailed from the NSRCC to the Changi Clubhouse. it was really fun even though my boat capsized when i was launching and the wind was ultra puffy and strong. its been a while since i had to hike so hard on the reach.

Monday in school was just a really mundane monday in mundane school. had an add math test anddid the last question *any old how*. i hope i can get a mark or two for that question and that i didnt screw up the first 3 questions or else i am sunk and will have no hope of getting a good grade.

Today i had my e math test. that went ok. i hope i didnt leave anything out or make a bunch of stupid mistakes. if i didnt, i'll get a pretty fantastic mark and that thought has made my day. Chemistry remedial was just chemistry remedial and we did a worksheet. i managed to do it but the concepts are still as clear as my green fish pond.

what am i going to do?? this is the part that really frightens me. I feel as if the world is flying by faster than its supposed to and i cant grab the concepts of my studies as fast as i did last year. i am getting it but really slowly. another thing is i have not been resting fantastically well. even though i'm drop dead tired, my mind can still tell me red blood cells are circular and bi concave in shape blah blah blah. Perhaps God is trying to show me something more. I really wanna know what his plan is for me. i'm dying to know. I think it is vet science but i don't know.

School will be out soon and i'll be off to OBS. Hopefully i'll be able to do some fishing before i go and after come back before term starts.

An Ren